It is a long and eventful afternoon and I’m going out of my mind. My counselor agrees we should change to mecication management only but now my whole care needs to be transferred back to my HMO, which one year ago told me they wouldn’t see me and made arrangements for me to go back to this facility.
I’m crying and feeling hung out to dry again. I know I’m less volitile now a year later but I’m afraid. I hate where I’m at but am terrified of going backwards.
I want a Marguirta and some chips and to just forget this afternoon.
I hate everything and feel no happiness. What that mean dru, what that mean?
saywhatumean2say 
It doesn’t mean shit fam, you can get past it.
Thanx eggz, I feel better today. Life is just changing again not stopping. ~~dru~~
Good, glad to hear it
Glad to hear you feel better! Best thoughts and hugs, Dru baby. xo
Hope the xfer back to the HMO goes smoothly and the meds help. If not, maybe U would want to post a little more specifically about what is going on? Most of the suggestions that result will be useless, but some may be funny and a few may even be worth discussing with a pro. Just a thought, from an old Yankee who wishes U well but cannot commiserate his way out of a paper bag.
You commiserate very well and I thank you. I’m over my terror of change and am waiting to see what goes on with the change. THANK YOU. ~~dru~~